A new version of a reality tv show I was apart of was released. Featuring more of the footage that was never previously released. My friend Claw who was my costar prefers this version, All I saw in the new version was claw, no new stuff of me. But I didn’t watch all of it. My friend Veronika tells me she is disgusted by a lot of what is shown in the new version of the tv show, but when I ask her what she didn’t like she says oh I shouldn’t say, and I get really upset. Why would she say she doesn’t like it but she won’t tell me what it is she didn’t like? I was freaking out and getting upset. My dad laughs. I’m hosting a party while all of this is happening. I’m getting really upset because I’m getting confirmations of the type of girl I thought Veronika to be; fake, condescending, and yet cowardly and unconfrontational. The people at the party just think I’m too drunk. My friend Sami Mangum pretended to be concerned, but when I pretended to be okay (quite unconvincingly) she pretended along with me and laughed and walked away. At this time for some reason my friend Anna is living in my living room, and we put in an extra wall so that her brother Tim could have a privacy screen to stay there too, but he wasn’t there during the dream. My stalker Savahn showed up and I had to get him to leave. I tried locking everything, all the windows and doors, and I asked Anna to help me. Instead of helping me she went outside and started watering the grass. And the water leaked into the house, started flooding, and giving water damage. The hose had an extra side that lead into the house and i had no idea how to get it to stop, i tried getting Anna to stop, but I couldn’t get all the windows closed and my stalker Savahn came through and I had to fight him off and I kicked him and hurt him bad. And I kept running. I also dreamt of driving. I passed in and out of the dream and being awake. When my eyes opened I was in my room in my bed, but when I closed my eyes I immediately fell back into the dream of driving down a beautiful country highway, valleys nearby, and mountains in the distance. Birds flew overhead and the sky was bright blue and beautiful. I was at peace.
This dream seems to be reflecting some underlying emotions and concerns you may have in your waking life. Here is a breakdown of possible interpretations for the different elements of your dream:
Reality TV Show & New Version: The reality TV show could represent a situation in your life where you feel on display or judged by others. The new version being released with more footage of your co-star Claw, but not featuring you, may symbolize feelings of being overlooked or overshadowed in a particular aspect of your life. Your friend Veronika's reaction could indicate a fear of criticism from others, especially if you are unsure of what they dislike about you.
Upset Reactions & Laughing Father: Your upset reaction to Veronika's comments and being perceived by others as drunk or overly emotional might suggest a fear of not being taken seriously or feeling misunderstood. Your father's laughter could represent a sense of not being supported or validated in your emotional responses.
Party & Characters: Hosting a party while experiencing these emotions could symbolize a need for social connection or validation. Your friend Sami Mangum's behavior may imply superficial concern or a lack of understanding of your true feelings.
Stalker & Water Damage: The appearance of your stalker Savahn may represent feelings of fear, intrusion, or unwanted attention in your waking life. Anna's actions of not helping and instead causing water damage may reflect a sense of betrayal or lack of support from someone you expect to be there for you.
Driving & Peaceful Moments: The dream of driving down a beautiful highway with peaceful surroundings may signify a desire for escape or a need for tranquility amidst chaos or emotional turmoil in your waking life. This could represent a longing for inner peace and a sense of control in a challenging situation.
Overall, this dream seems to reflect feelings of being overlooked, misunderstood, unsupported, and possibly facing fear and intrusion in your waking life. It may be helpful to reflect on these themes and consider if there are any underlying concerns or emotions that your subconscious mind is trying to process through this dream.